Is it possible to fall in love with someone over time and not know it?
Does the fact that Bobby and I have kept in touch throughout the past year mean anything...or is the fact that most of our conversations being purely about sex mean that we just have amazing sex and the rest is whatever? Should I be bothered that we don't talk about any thing recent that we only talk about the past?
Or should I relish that fact as an escape from daily life?
So many questions............
Should I feel bad that I'm thinking about sleeping with him on his layover and he has a girlfriend that he would have just gotten done visiting?
Or should I just accept that obviously he can't care about her that much if he's sleeping with me?
Because, yes, I admit, they have history...but so do we!!
And now I'm just trying to convince myself that it would be ok...
Alas...off to work!
