Things are looking up!

I am in a surprisingly good mood today, I don't know if it's because my room is finally clean...I haven't talked to Charlie in a few days...or if I'm actually excited to meet with my boss on Friday but things are definitely looking up...

I think I'm going to give up not exercising for Lent, I've never actually given anything up before, but I feel like this sounds like a good goal.  Exercising every day for the next 40 days? is it possible?!? I guess we'll find out haha

Also, had a good conversation with the volunteer lady at the Humane Society yesterday, definitely gonna send in my application today...also...finally going to send in a letter to close my Commerce Accounts because my credit card debt with them is FINALLY GONE!!!

Planning to go to the Ash Wednesday service at the church down the road tonight, hopefully it goes well as this is really the first church I've ever gone to by myself...

Speaking of things I might be giving up, not really sure still where I stand on the whole Charlie thing...I like spending time with him and its not like conversation is super awkward or anything, but I'm not gonna lie, it's nice to be romanced every once in a while...and that doesn't even have to be like dinner or buying me things, just maybe taking his time a little more with sex or kissing more would be nice...gosh I'm such a girl...but seriously if our sex life continues on like this, I'm going to get bored really quickly and its not going to be pretty...I just hope he doesn't get upset, under that tough exterior he's still bitter from his ex leaving him and I don't want to just be another girl who was a bitch to him...sigh...

I'm excited because I'm going to go to my first staff meeting tomorrow at 3, kindof sad because I did want to wear heels tomorrow and the invite says no heels allowed so I guess I'll have to wear my flats that don't match as well with my outfit...also planning on maybe wearing  a scarf to work tomorrow for the first time so we'll see how that goes haha, I'll have to look up some new stuff online on how to tie scarves for work haha

Talked to Aly last night, and while it still seems like she's being a little whorish, it was so nice to talk to her again, I think you take for granted the really good friends that you have until you can't see them all the time and it's a special occasion to talk to them...

Another thing I want to do today is research and seriously commit to a Spanish class, also maybe start researching a bit about Spanish online to see how much I can pick up from my general knowledge of Italian.  I was hoping to get up early today to do something before service tonight, but now I think that all I might have time for is a quick run, maybe I'll see if there's a park nearby I can run to, that would be nice...:)

DON'T FORGET TO SMILE!!!